You Are Beautiful: Secrets of Attractiveness

Our reality is like a million shards of glass; distorted, fragmented, and broken.  My entire life I have been preoccupied with beauty; beautiful landscapes, beautiful homes, beautiful cars, beautiful people.  I can't explain where it comes from, it has always just been there.  For many years I harboured guilt over this love of beauty.  There have been times when I have let it  consume me.  Moments where I  felt betrayed by it. 

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The Storm


Relationship after relationship new storms would surge, threatening to throw one of us overboard,  but I refused to take responsibility for the dysfunction emerging in each.  I wasn’t yet ready to get brutally honest with myself and own my experiences.  It was only after repeated ‘failed', or sabotaged, relationships that I began to notice a pattern - someone was always cast aside.

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Don't Give Up Before the Miracle

A handful of months ago I decided to get a journal to write down my dreams after I slept.  For a few weeks, I wrote down every dream I could remember.   And then I stopped.  I felt like I was putting too much pressure on the process and it was becoming harder and harder to recall the dreams.  Over a month went by and I didn’t write one down.  Not one.  I would wake up in the middle of the night and think to myself, “Get up! Write it down!” but I wouldn’t get up, and I forgot by the time I started my day.  Then, I made a verbal contract with a friend.  She was unaware that she was part of this contract but I knew I had to hold myself accountable to my dreams.  

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