Don't Give Up Before the Miracle

A handful of months ago I decided to get a journal to write down my dreams after I slept.  For a few weeks, I wrote down every dream I could remember.   And then I stopped.  I felt like I was putting too much pressure on the process and it was becoming harder and harder to recall the dreams.  Over a month went by and I didn’t write one down.  Not one.  I would wake up in the middle of the night and think to myself, “Get up! Write it down!” but I wouldn’t get up, and I forgot by the time I started my day.  Then, I made a verbal contract with a friend.  She was unaware that she was part of this contract but I knew I had to hold myself accountable to my dreams.  

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Don't Panic

In the winter of 2008 I started to experience panic attacks and became familiar with the mental illness known as Panic Disorder.  It was my third year in University and I was attempting to balance a heavy course load, a job, a boyfriend and a very active social life.  Looking back, after looking deep within, I realize that I was seeking happiness synthetically, rather than organically, and my life was way out of alignment to my TRUTH.

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